We all leave our bodies unconsciously, with a lot of suffering – the pull and push of unfulfilled desires torture us on one side and the body tortures on the other, saying that it has had enough. The mismatch between the mind and the body tortures us while we are alive and at the time of death also. When we are alive, if we live inside our boundary, inside our body, we will also leave our body peacefully. The problem is, when we live, we are always outside our body, never inside.
Let me explain this to you:
Just look deeply into the way of your life. Early in the morning, when you brush your teeth, what are you doing? You are already thinking of going to work. When you are at work, you are thinking of catching the bus to go home. When you are at home, you are thinking of work next day! When you are on vacation, you think of your office and when you are at office, you think of going on vacation.
Wherever your body is, you can be sure that your mind is not! You have never lived any moment of your life with fullness. You have always lived either in the past or in the future. This is what is called ‘not living inside your boundary’. This is why at the time of death, you feel so pre-occupied and unfulfilled and unwilling to go. This is why you fear death.
You may ask why you need to know about dying consciously. Let me tell you: Only when you know about death, can you live with the right understanding of life. Else, you will not live life the right way.
In life, you keep postponing everything. You postpone your enjoyment, you postpone your work, you postpone everything for tomorrow. You have to understand that ‘tomorrow’ also comes in the form of ‘today’ only! When it comes as today, you say ‘tomorrow’ again! It is a game that you are playing with yourself.
Finally, when death comes, you are so unprepared! You feel there is so much to be done. You feel cheated by life itself. The truth is, you have been deceiving yourself all along. But you land up blaming life for everything. That is why a clear understanding of death is necessary for you to live. Then there will be no delusions and you will be ready to die when the time comes.
Procrastination is the mentality by which we lose out on many things in life. People ask me, “Swamiji, how are you able to do so many things in such a short period of time?” It is amazing for them to see my calendar for the year! They are amazed to see the various things happening throughout the year across the world. I tell them, “It is very simple – I live totally in the present. I don’t procrastinate like you.”
Your tendency to put off things simply makes you feel like a loser. Even though you feel like a loser, you don’t make an effort not to procrastinate.
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This excerpt has been taken from the book: Guaranteed Solutions.
Words from the Master
May 27, 2009 at 2:30 AM
Series: Words From The Master